Well life has been difficult since September. Three different times Myke has been in and out of the hospital critically ill. The last time was he was in total renal failure. He had to have a dialysis treatment which turned things around.
After being released from the hospital it looked as if he was able to go back to work. He was to be returning to work on Monday December 15th. On the 12th we went to see his Kidney MD and she informed us that his kidneys decreased in function very quickly and that it was time for full time dialysis.
I have been in a emotional upheaval ever since. I did not realized that I was so angry at the situation until last week.
Last weekend Shelley and I drove up to Alturas for her stepfather’s funeral. While heading home on Sunday we had a nice long talk about this and that. One of the subjects was Myke’s health. I blurted out and started crying that I am so very angry – angry at the disease that is ravaging Myke’s body.
It is amazing to me though is how God is in the center of all this and that He has held me and Myke together. In the midst of the grieve and the storm that rages, He is there holding us firmly in His arms.
I have been asking for a miracle for a healing for Myke but at this time He has chosen not to heal physically but He is healing emotionally. I am thankful to His Faithfulness.